beautiful disaster

It turns out I am staying at home for the most part of 3 weeks. Went to school on Monday and Tuesday and realised that I'm not behind at all. So I decided to stay at home...

I'm not sure if I'm just doing it to escape. And is that a bad thing, anyway? I mean...

It's so nice being at home, though. I do my work, but there's also so much more time to do other things. Life is not just about studying.

It's so hard, though, to not get caught up with it. To not think about yourself and think about what God wants instead. You forget, and then you come back, and...I know it doesn't have to be a neverending cycle. I know all I have to do is surrender...and make a commitment to surrender it every day. Father, please show me.

jac was here with you 3/10/2004 10:30:00 pm

My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.