beautiful disaster

Would you believe it, I actually had fun this holiday. And I'm feeling guilty about it because I'm supposed to be mugging, like everyone else. I can almost feel this coming back to haunt me after I get back my prelim results.

Anyway. Wednesday morning I studied with Adora. I realised that it's actually a lot easier and funner studying with other people. It's really boring studying at home. But studying outside makes me feel guilty because it feels like I can get more stuff done at home.

Wednesday afternoon Ben and I went to Upper Pierce Reservoir with Daniel and Kaye and the rest. I think we were supposed to welcome the sec 1s but they all backed out! And no one had planned to bring anything to do so we just hung around singing and playing on the guitar. I learnt how to play 'Free' and read this book I found in Ben's bag about looking for God. We didn't do much over the course of the afternoon but it was just nice being around people for once, instead of books.

Haha. And today I'm going to watch 13 going on 30.

"You're supposed to be studying, you know," Mum told me when I asked.

I know. And I've studied. I think. I don't know; underneath I feel sort of guilty but at the same time, I need to get out and have fun sometimes, don't I?

Okay. You know what, when I get back my prelim results and if I don't get the results I wanted, don't anybody tell me, "I told you so," okay?

jac was here with you 9/10/2004 09:37:00 am

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My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.