beautiful disaster

Jac's wish list for the moment: 1. To be able to read minds. 2. To not be able to feel sometimes. 3. Shoes, shoes, shoes...

Remedials are OVER! Yay! And I'm escaping halfway round the world next Wednesday :) I think I really do need some rest and recuperation after the hectic first half.

The past few weeks have been really weird. After Chinese O's (which went all right; after all the mugging I did, I knew the five words that came out but totally screwed up the zao jus) I realised I was free until the next day came around and I found myself trapped in remedials. And now remedials are over but I don't feel free because there are still things to do, things to worry about...

I guess you are never really free in the sense that there's always something that has to be done in the near future. And anyway, I thrive on busyness. And stress, to a certain extent (I have to stop using that phrase; it reminds me of social studies).

I guess it's when all this stress overwhelms you when you realise how important it is to be doing things for the glory of God, because if everything is just being done because it has to be done, it becomes meaningless, and especially in ministry, that's a horrible trap to fall into.

Over and out. (hahaha :D)

jac was here with you 6/04/2004 10:05:00 pm

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My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.