beautiful disaster

Please, please, please, let everything calm down after Founder's Day. Please let me be able to come back after school at 2:15 at least once a week, not exhausted from the day. I'm so glad Friday's half day because of Founder's Day. If it weren't half day I would have had to stay back for dance, which is fun, but tiring.

Went for ACJC council investiture today. So weird. After the investiture (which was really grand; I thought only MG had the weird walking-in-with-triumphant-music thing but AC has it too and they're better because they don't look on the floor when they walk) Kaye and I went to the reception where I guess you're basically supposed to network and talk but the problem is that while Nadine loves this sort of thing, I don't. I have no idea how you just go up to a complete stranger and start talking. It's just so weird. Thank goodness Melvin, Charmaine, Raymond and GuangZhao showed up so we talked to them and then we went around talking to all the MG seniors we knew (practically half the exco is made of MG girls).

Lifeng, Inez and Rachel took us around the place. I think AC invited MG because they want to attract us to AC when we graduate. I do like the AC spirit and most of the people I know who have gone to AC (and trust me, I know many) all come out loving it, but...I'm not sure. We choose our JCs on three months' time, after prelims, and I haven't decided.

Okay, I sort of have, just that I sort of haven't. Aren't I stupid? Andris says that I want to go to Hwa Chong but I'm making up excuses not to go there. I missed their Open House because they didn't even inform us--all the polys send us flyers but oooh, the no. 3 JC in Singapore doesn't want MG girls coming to their school. And I was blind, lah, because I live so near to them and didn't even see the banner announcing their Open House.

Chang says technically I can't make the wrong decision but I feel like I can. I'm thinking too much again--what if I hate it there, what if I would be happy at AC instead of Hwa Chong? Or vice versa? Augh.

3 months. 3 months is a lot of time for something to happen.

jac was here with you 7/19/2004 08:45:00 pm

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My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.