YTripping On Technicalities
It's driving me mad that I want to please God yet i recognise that I can't because I'm so imperfect. It bothers me and reminds me of what happened when I was really really interested in ballet. Ballet is really technical, and there's this perfection all dancers strive for--perfect turnout, flexibility, balance, all that, and the more I read the forums and everything the more I realised how far away i was from attaining that perfection. it made me miserable to not be able to be that. then slowly I decided to stop visiting the forums and stop obsessing about every single technicality and just enjoy. and so i did, and I felt happier. i don't know if my technique improved, but I love to dance and I just banked on that to pull me through. so if I bank on my love for God, He'll pull me through. Right?
...and suddenly the world seems a lot brighter, and the load I've been carrying is lifted.
jac was here with you
11/04/2003 04:20:00 pm