beautiful disaster

Nothing to shout about except that I learnt how to use a steamer. And my friends learnt to never make Chris and me do things together because we will screw up (it was pretty funny).

Yeah, things went well. I'm so tired, though, and although school's already over it doesn't feel that way. Somehow I didn't get that nostalgic feeling I usually get at the end of the year. All I really feel right now is that everything went by so quickly and here I am, starting to prepare for next year, when I'll be sec 4.

I shall not reminisce any more about how it seemed like just yesterday I was sec 1 and super scared of everything. Time doesn't seem to pass by quickly when you're living in something but when you take a step back at the end of it you realise it does and you don't know what to think about it.

I don't really like holidays now, because it means hitting the books time, and I have to, on Hannah's advice, start revising all the sec 3 stuff I'm weak in, which translates to all the sec 3 subjects I hate, like Chinese and Bio and Social Studies. *sigh*

And then, before I know it, it'll be January again, and I'll don that blue-and-white uniform, ready to start my last year in the school I've been in for nine years with apprehension and excitement and a little reluctance, banking on Him to carry me through the monster year.

jac was here with you 11/02/2003 04:25:00 pm

My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.