beautiful disaster

I wish...I wish I didn't think so much. Wish my mind wouldn't be so caught up with one train of thought as it zooms on by, curling itself round and round in my brain, leaving me far behind in its tracks. Sometimes you don't have to think so much. Sometimes thoughts don't end, they just go on and on and on...

And...

Untangle these twisted cords of thoughts inside this head of mine.

There are other thoughts to be thought, other ideas to be formed, than this one. How I wish I could push it away but it is persistent and troubles me for I think I know the answer yet I am not very sure.

I'm so very tired of thinking.

jac was here with you 1/01/2005 10:10:00 pm

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My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.