beautiful disaster

Got off on the wrong side of the bed this morning and everything crashed from there.

All right, figuratively, because I can't get off on the wrong side of the bed since my bed is surrounded on all corners except the one i usually get off on.

I was just really tired this morning. My eyes couldn't even open wide enough for me to put my contacts in; they kept closing and i had to force myself to wake up to let them it.

History first period and, you know, i love history. it's really interesting, but somehow something makes me sleepiest during history period. I'm just glad i survived.

The day when by pretty badly and when you're sleeping it's like you float through the day and nothing seems to register in your mind. It's not a good floating, mind you. It's a bad floating, one that makes you all melancholy and probably doesn't brighten up your friends' moods either.

We had to paint the giant thermometer and thank you Zhen! iloveyouiloveyou :) she, unlike the rest of us mere mortals, actually knows how to paint, and she's the reason why everyone knew what it was when they passed by.

I made Dad angry because I made him wait half an hour for me while I was upstairs painting the thermometer, and I felt bad about it. What kind of honouring my parents have I been doing? I just felt so terrible because of the way I'd acted today. I wasn't what you'd call a beacon of light for God. More like a zombie.

So what do i do?

jac was here with you 7/30/2003 08:31:00 pm

My Destiny
Psalm 46 (NASB)
God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;
Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

There is river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Come, behold the works of the Lord,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.
He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.
"Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
The Lord of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.